Hayden is meeting dad and grandma tonight and I’m a little nervous but pretty excited. He’s become very special to me in a short amount of time. I don’t want to jinx things, but he’s different.
How is it fair that when you like someone you can fear for it going bad but you can also fear for things to be going too well? Life is so strange like that. But that may just be attributed to my worrisome mind. I know I needn’t worry about anything because that is how problems start.
You are so wonderful. I’ve always daydreamed about meeting a great guy but I never realized how amazing it would be. Maybe it’s because I haven’t been in a relationship in so long, or maybe it’s because I’ve never been in the right type of relationship, that I’ve never known this feeling.
I’m really happy and look forward to what’s ahead.
Note to everyone out there: don’t distant yourself to keep from getting hurt. Pain is a part of life, and if you never experience the lower side of things you may never know how good the higher side can be. You will just continue accepting the love you think you deserve, and you will always be worth so much more than what you believe. Never give up hope.
You hardly talk to me, didn’t see me before you went on tour for a month, then call me a bitch claiming that I “dumped” you? No no, we weren’t even dating. You made that very clear in the beginning.
This is making me so mad because I didn’t do anything wrong, but you’re going to go around saying that I hurt you. Fuck you. I wasted 9 months last year waiting for you to call me your girlfriend or act like you cared about me in person. Action speaks louder than words but texting is all you were ever capable of. Shame on me for giving you a second chance. Never again.
on a scale from Matilda to Carrie how well do you handle having telekinesis and terrible parents